SHE HER ME .

2010-09-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

I JUST LOVE THIS SUPER DUPER FANTASTIC CLASS !

♥♥♥

2009-11-18T23:03:00.001+08:00

Temporaily Out . Sorry .

2009-11-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hey people.
Yesterday , went to Haw Par Villa with fam. This was mum's idea , not ours! I'll consider it as a learning journey as it shows how chinese beliefs are. It was incredible , that's what i can say. The place were almost deserted. Some went there just to take few pics as the statues there were gigantic. Just like the picture above. I did went to the ten court of hell. It was woah! Pretty scary. & yah , a little fee was charge there. Mum said it used to be freeeee of charge. HAH! Hmm, i don't know what to say anymore. Sorry.
Will update soon. Chiaos !

2009-11-09T17:30:00.001+08:00

Far distance

still a billions love for them.

First and Farmost , a ton of apologises for you people reading my blog oftenly(which i believe no one does). Well nevermind, just in case if there's really people who did. Apologises for putting up SHINee pictures all over my blog.

Long time no story.

Here it goes.

Had a holiday job BUT only for a while. Couldn't control my tolerance. I was wrong , too wrong. The job was tough. So, spent the whole holiday at home and window shopping alone. As friends are too busy with various jobs. Last saturday 071109, cousins had a soccer friendly match , Singapore malays VS Malaysia malays. Came down to gave our support and at the same time i had to sell Singapore malay polo t-shirts. LOL. After the match went to westcoast to eat late at night, 12.00am . Really had an endless fun. Getting ready for O level (REPEAT) . End.

2009-10-28T10:33:00.005+08:00

I've put those song aside and place this video here . Its SHINee new song named - Ring Ding Dong . The titled simply meant the bell sound that goes off in your head when you see a person you like/love . If you guys noticed , they had a new hairdo . Make them looks more matured . Well , that's a good thing as it really reflected on their age. The group is scheduled to release their third mini-album, titled 2009: Year of Us, on October 19, 5 months after the release of Romeo(2ndalbum). SM Entertainment that this EP would showcase the group's vocals and demonstrate the group's unique qualities. The lead single "Ring Ding Dong" was released digitally on October 14; the group had their comeback stage on October 16, on KBS's Music Bank. Ergh , i know it was supposed to be a week ago for me to post but i didn't get the time to use the comp . HAHA . So damn happy lah oi , buying the album ASAP .

2009-10-18T22:25:00.003+08:00

Hey readers.
Finally i'm back, stuck on the computer stool telling you guys everything. Top listed topic to talk about would be my 'N' levels. Ugh, speaking of those freaky moments isn't great at all. Frankly speaking, the difficulties standard had gone up up up! I screwed up my History and POA the most , oops? & now, i'm imagining myself on how it would be like if i didn't make it to Sec5 next year. Not only i will be effected but also my family members, 'sighing'. But, let's put that aside. I'm now having 3 months of holidays(estimated) but currently stuck at home doing nothing, oh well frankly trying to lose weight at home. LOL. I sms(ed) almost all of my closest friend and guess what, they got a job. Ugh! I'm still finding seh, boohoo. Finding at the nearest spot, JP. Praying hard , END :D

2009-09-19T00:00:00.006+08:00

School buka already .
There isn't any redundant fun/enjoyment during
the sept. holidays . Instead of expressing the fun
by going out or etc , i'm so damn stuck with my
' N ' level . 1st part of ' N ' level had started . Only
2 paper were tested ; SS & Eng . So trained my
brain cells real hard to memorise the notes for SS .
Thankfully/Fortunately/Gratefully , what i study
came out for the SEQ (SS) , only 1 came out among
the three question . So i had no choice and did the
question . On the spot , i felt contented and
flabbergasted in a GOOD way . The relief that i
felt overweigh my intimidation . Serious talking .
LOL . But , it was the opposite feelings for my
Eng paper . Daunting isn't my thing at that
moment . & proven that the paper was tough .
Summary & others were okay except for the
comprehension . Ergh ! Hoping the results will
bring the beam in my face . Haishh .
Timetable Changed . END :D

[ P.S ]
People ♥
From today till 121009 i'll be away .
'N' levels doks . So selamats ehys .
Enjoy Raya .

2009-08-28T17:07:00.005+08:00

[ 27 AUGUST 2009 ]

Yesterday was my Sweet 16 Birthday .
Gerek kepe ?! It was a memorable moments .
I'll just cut this post really short .
This post is only meant for thanking people .

THANKYOUs :

Family , Classmates ,
Ainie , Angah , Aenn , Shahiran ,
Eena , Beloved Shireen , Mahirah ,
Amirul , Cik Yaya , Shamirah , Fitriah ,
Shiqin , Wanie , Atrisha .
Love you people to the max max max !

PRESENTs :
TOP : THANKYOUs alot to MUM & DAD .
100% LOVE , no one else but them ♥

BOTTOM : THANKYOUs ,
Abgku , Adikku(s) , Ainie , Fitriah ♥

CAKE :
THANKYOUs : Again to MUM & DAD ♥

2009-08-21T23:45:00.004+08:00

Picture ; due to bad quality camera . LOL , whatever .

Yes ah , prelims finally ended ! I bet the result will be the worse ever . All because of last minute revision . Ergh ! Just now in the morning was the last paper , POA . Its the hardest among other papers . Shireen wrote 'Screw POA' on the extra papers . I agree ! BTW , her drawing was nice. LOL . Let's wait until the result appear next week :D

On the 19th had our MT 'O' Lvl result. When Mr Goh said the malay students got 100% passes , i thought he meant distinction but it was not . LOL . Non of the NA students got distinction . He actually meant passes as in A1 to C6 . So, we need to repeat the paper on November . Great kepe. This doesn't mean i got the worse , i got B4 . Ergh ! So, we will be having MT prelims next week , worst still , on my bdae . Yeah oh what . BTW , fasting tmrw :D BYE !

2009-08-07T16:40:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like i am special anymore .
It just happens that way . No changing .
I'm now living in a world that they call an extra person .

Today ; Damn pathetic .
Our class, supposed to go Southern Ridges for our NE celebration .
Our class spirit was zero to the max . Only 10 people came .
Don't know why they are like that . The express class spirit was
the greatest . LOLs . But the 10 of us still had fun as we
combined with the 4N3s' . We took photos like maniacs .
BIG BIG GRINS :)

Prelims going to start next week .
Isn't that a good news ? LOLs . Actually it isn't .
How i wish i was optimistic with this kind of situation .
Going to study like never before lorhs . What do you expect .
Since my maid went home suddenly ; for a week .
Part of the housework are mine now . Need to balance both .

Alot of unhappy things happened to me this year .
Thought of listing it down but forget it lahs .
It won't be worth it listing it down . As no one
could ever change it around . What happens
just happens . What to do . LOLs again .

2009-08-01T21:43:00.002+08:00

Wilber Pan / Pan Wei Bo .
He's like so damn freaking hawt ?!
Okay , he came to Singapore today . Great oh what ?!
Right after Mendaki, went to meet with Fitriah to
witness this hawt guy ! OMG ! He was at
IMM garden plaza . Can't believe my own eyes .
As per normal , people at the front can't cooperate
much and they went standing on the fences . UGH !
But at least get to capture his face , its like so damn great !
No more words to describe how ecstatic i was !
He looks much better in real life . & his dances was just
perfect together with his voice . He's kinda funny too ,
eventhough the whole thing was in chinese ,
i could understand a little . LOL ! LAST : HE'S HAWT !
END !

2009-07-26T21:48:00.003+08:00

The whole of this week seemed so different suddenly .
It was just so beautifully perfect on Monday till Thursday .
& it started to change on Friday night . How devastating .
Those perfect moments was specially because of certain peeps .
Then , on Friday , all of the smiles i had, turned completely .
I don't wish to elaborate much , its more painful to think about
it anymore . As long as i had let it out with stupid tears and
suffocating breath, that's enough . Btw , thankyou for the
comforting from some people , tautau je lah sape ehy :D

Such thing call Friendship ?!
If you never appreciate what people sacrifice/do for you then
its okay . There's still a word call Retribution . Just wait .
Feeling hatred or jealousy , then that's your problem .
As these kind of emotions will lead to unwanted judgement,
disgracing ownself . Gossip all you want cause i believe
that everyone gossip and no one can proof that not even
a single individual never gossip before . Ugh !

p/s: Not about the one in the picture , Fitriah :D
She's just perfect & thanks to her actually .

2009-07-18T19:08:00.004+08:00

BOTANIC GARDEN .
♥ em alot alot .

2009-07-18T18:40:00.004+08:00

Since major exam is coming , stress will be the best
companion ever . HAHA . I can't deny that . Ergh ,
all of this stressing will just make people look so odd
and dreadful . Therefore , we can't do anything and
continuously looking rather different from how we
use to be last 3 years ago . Ugh , time flies fast ! &
Finally oral conversations has ended , both English
and Malay . A little relieved .

The whole of this week was a laughter week for us .
♥Me , Shireen , Eena , Rachel ♥ Accidents happened
within this whole week . Something happened to
Eena in school on Thursday and bringing Rachel to
her loud laughters plus tears . HAHA . & yesterday
it happened to me . Before that Rachel was like
laughing thinking about the past where that
something happened . & great it happened to me
again yesterday . Oh , alot of HAPPENINGS ehy .
Had 2 extra class yesterday . History & Physics .
Tiring yet worth it .

Last Thursday , 16th July . Went to watch
Harry Potter & the half blood prince .
HAHA . We watch on the first day (Me,Shireen,Eena) .
It was a nice show . & Daniel Radcliffe (correct spelling?)
was like so damn Cute when he drank the goodluck
potion . HAHA . & Ron weasley was damn HOT . LOL .
Hermoine was so damn DEAD GORGEOUS .

2009-07-12T17:27:00.006+08:00

Saturday , spent time with my precious family plus brother's gf
& one of my neighbour . It was also the last day of us going
out due to school and especially my 'N' level ! Ah , last day as in within
the schooling time . After that, holidays , lantak ah nak kuar gi mane sey .
LOL . Set off at 3pm . First up , went to Changi Beach . Ugh , it was so damn
boring and too peaceful except for the airplanes rushing in and out of
the Airport . I guess only couples are suitable over there(Don't think too far).
Mum thought of taking the ferry to go to Pulau Ubin , change mind suddenly .
At the same time , us(the younger ones) went shaking few bottles that my maid
brought , cause she put it in the freezer and the drinks turned into ice .
As it was a humid day , we went shaking it like hell so that we could quench
our thirst asap ! LOL , again don't think too far as we were merely shaking
bottles . My mum and maid kept crushing few nuts with rocks just because
the inside was so damn delicious ( the nut was from the trees grown there) .
Soon , my older brother kept complaining of being so damn unsafe , unsafe
as in too hot and he pleaded to go to somewhere safe . Er , don't know why
he called it safe/unsafe . Whatever . Mum said okay . But it gets worse .
Mum and Dad brought us to the Henderson Bridge . Totally not safe . It was
like so damn high . And we were estimately 64m above sea levels . Since
the drinks my maid brought finishes , mum bought drinks at the vending
machine . I bought Redbull , oh nice but so damn sour and sweet . HAHA .
After that , proceeded to the Cheese prata shop at westcoast and mum ordered
food for us . But we ate it at westcoast park . After eating , we played .
Oh best giler sey . Played the ah , need to sit down then people pushes you and
you went swinging till the end of it . Faham2 je ehy . The spider thing was half
way build . But still it was scary eventhough it was only half build . The
weather was uncool ! It started drizzling and so we went back home .
Tired sey .

Friday , was a short day . But because of chemistry remedial it became
a long day instead . School finishes at 12.15pm BUT chemistry remedial
started at 2.30pm cause of the malay guys went for praying BUT end
up only 1 came . Okay , after school went to the bubble tea shop opposite
school to buy our breakfast plus lunch (Our - Me , Shireen , Eena , Rachel) .
So damn nice . & funny things happened alot of time till Shireen pearls can fly
out from her mouth . LOL ! It was nearly time for remedial , so proceed back
to school . & only 9 people went for chemistry lesson excluding Shireen and
Justin as they didn't need to come actually but they came . LOL . So damn
PATHETIC .

On the same day , Friday . Mum asked brother to booked tickets for that night .
As we are watching movie that night : Transformer , revenge of the fallen .
So shocked . As it was a sudden action . LOL . Took the 8.30pm and it lasted
2hours plus . The movie was okay to me . Don't want to elaborate much :D

end ♥

2009-07-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today .
School was quite fun to me .

First up was English , picture description was like so great .

P.E was next and we headed to the Computer Lab 2 first
to do some kind of survey about the school . Why take during
P.E lesson sey . Had height & weight after that , so damn
happy with my height but the opposite way for my weight .
LOL , Whatever ! Nothing to say about it anymore .

Social Studies was somehow better with Mdm Tan in her good
mood . A shocking lesson for me as finally i've passed my SS
test after how many months of failing . Phew !

Recess .

POA was okay . Chapter 22 is like so damn easy . HAHA .
Safwah answered Miss Fong on the first question and she
kept asking her for more answer . HAHA .

Contact time was about drug abuse . Miss Fong was so
excited with sound effect of the slides . HAHA . Played
the game, and we girls won ! LOL .

Finish School .

Went JP with Shireen . ( BEST part of the day )
Headed to Popular first and spent time finding for
my pen . & we bought the same pen and shireen
went , ' Eh , nice eh , i want buy i want buy ' .
HAHA . Bought POA stuff , A4 lined paper . That's all.

Next , we went to banquet to eat . The both of us was
like so confuse on what to eat . In the end we went
1 round around the banquet looking for our desired
food . I found mine that is Korean Spicy Soup & Shireen ,
Korean Spicy Seafood Ramen . We were like so damn
happy as the food look really really appetizing . But when
we started to eat , walao ! So damn fcuking spicy der lor .
Never ate like this spicy before . HAHA . & we took
approximately 1 hour to finish the food . At the same time
i ask Shireen alot of question starting with ' What if ? ' .
HAHA . It was cute .

Next , we went to comic connection . WOAH !
Boys over flowers was like so damn popular . HAHA .
Shireen went to buy a 2R photo which of course a
Lee Min Ho pictures . & there was like 6 stacks of cards
and we went finding for a good and nice Lee Min Ho
pic . HAHA . It was cute when we find that photo .

Went wondering Jurong Point and finding for stuffs .
At the same time , Shireen was like happy and said she
was happy buying her stuff . Worst part of all , i
forgotten about what she bought . & it was actually
about Lee Min Ho picture . HAHA . She was a little
frustrated , sorry ah . HAHA . It was cute again .

Saw someone familiar when we wonder around JP .
At the first glance i thought that i saw him before ,
so i look away . Then he called out my name , i was
shocked but ignored it . & Shireen looked at me with
a shocked face . HAHA ! Didnt bother about him .
Saw him again , now i know who . It was my old
good friend . HAHA ! But i was like so damn Paise
dont know for what reason . Pass him & he called out
my name , asking where am i going , i didnt reply him.
HAHA . Paise like hell sey .

Then , headed home . The rain was pouring down damn
heavily . I was wet . Ergh ! Thankyou :D

2009-07-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

Zettai Kareshi - Absolute Boyfriend .

Now , im into Japanese Drama lah pulak kan . HAHA .
This show is so damn cute . Shown on Channel u recently .
Its about a girl named Izawa Riko with her nicely LOVE life .
An ordinary girl which somehow kept failing in finding a boyfriend .
In the end , she ended asking help from an expert in making robot ,
at the same time these experts were trying to make a robot too . So ,
she just explain the appearance , attitude , love , sensitivity of her interest
about guys she desired of . She got what she wanted and went for a 5day
free trial , soon she felt that she has to keep the robot for what reason i
dont know cause on the first episode the subtitles was gone !
But after that episode , the subtitles were perfect ! I was like so damn happy ?!
The expert finally accept her request but she must bare the consequences
that is to pay for the robot and for any faulty that happened . She named
it Night Tenjo . While she was with him , she suddenly somehow liked
her manager Asamoto , which somehow also liked her but denied it
due to Night Tenjo . Soon , Night Tenjo began to produce human type
of feelings . Is he going to be a human ? What would happen between
Night Tenjo and Izawa Riko ? Or maybe Asamoto and Izawa Riko ?
Cant wait , LOL ! Watch lah , its a sweet , comedy , romance show :D
LOVES ♥

2009-07-03T23:03:00.003+08:00

Kendarats For The Day ,
Tiring but at least got paid . LOL .

My Sweetest Cousins + Ryhana the photographer :D

Ikha , Fiqka , Birah .

My Cute one , Zabirah ♥

Everlasting Cousins ♥

Ikha . Ryhana . Fiqka .
Us & no one else :D

Family + Abang Asad & Kak Nana ♥

27th June , Kak Nana kahwin . It was really really outstanding . Really had fun :D
p/s : I bought SHINee album , ARGH ! And their keychains which cost $3.90 each . Woah.
End , i'll be away for the time being ♥ LOVES .

2009-06-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

Again , i was requested to post :D

First and far most , i miss you too Shireen Rihanna .
Dont deny it , i saw it in your post , you miss me ! LOL .
Having fun this June Holidays ( excluding mugging ) .
Had a small kenduri last Saturday 13 June . My brother
had his circumcision, ergh is it right ? Okay wadever .
Ugh , it was really exhausting . Mum busy with the guest,
thanks to Fitriah, Aunts, and the maids, the food being
serve was well done . Before that , on Friday , early in
the morning we had to chop ONIONS and blend it and
also other ingredients . This time , i really teared up like
hell , imagine chopping two big bowls of onions . Ergh !
Soon the chickens and beef arrived so ,me and Fit had to
wash/clean it. It was hard work . We finished doing it
after devastating 5 hours . Phew . Back on the kenduri ,
the worst thing that happened to me , i ought to wear
a baju kurung and mine was thick like hell . Ergh , i
was perspiring again like hell . But in the end , i was sastify
as everything was going on well . Phew again ! HAHA .
Okay , that's it . Thankyou .

2009-05-30T23:20:00.003+08:00

Days ; weeks ; months of waking up early and dragging heavy feets has ended(finally) .
Well at least for temporarily. It was a joyful feeling felt yesterday(only).
So suffocating time will continue back next week. Easy to say , there will be so call
no holiday for me this whole month , fcuk. But whatever it is , im going to
persevere and study like no one business. I have to be optimistic in order to achieve well.
This will be my motto for the time being. I'm going to give a vast of work for now !

Monday, will be my actual 'o' level mt paper. Instead of looking forward for it,
I felt anxiety about it. Ergh! How am i going to shed off this shitty feeling ? OH GOD !
It has been like 4 years since i did a major exam like this. Just praying hard.

Spent time with my friends , not the school ones. Izulnakif was there. HAHA!
It's been like few weeks/months since i went out with them. Due to school and
again, the major exams this year. I miss them like hell esp. Intan okay! Well at
least a day makes a difference. Today, merely spent money only for ice-cream.
LOL! This isn't me, i know. I'm saving money for next week, as im gonna watch
'Monster Vs. Aliens' 3D version. Great oh what?! Okay, to me its great :D
And guys/gfs, i promise im gonna meet you again , soon okay. P/S : Misses ♥

My room had its make over! Dad help me out, THANKS DADDY! How i love my
room now. HAHA! Almost all of my stuffs are pink currently. When anyone step
into my room, they will feel and somehow understand how girl-ish i am now
(as guys always assume that pink colour is a girl-ish colour). LOL! I'm practically
SATISFIED behbeyy.

I know its too late to say/to do this but im going to make facebook. Just going to,
when people literally had it since last year? Well, the reason why i am going to do
it only now is because i don't wish to waste an account like how i waste it for fs.
I've been indulging into fs for like 5 years, and i abandon it. You know, im the kind
where when something that i start on, i intend to continue non-stop. In the end i can't
do it for fs. Even though it is a stupid account, it matters to me. HAHA. So, now im
going to make facebook since i was convinced by my fellow classmates. They talked
about facebook everytime, and their stories was like so captivating. LOL!

Ended, thankyou.

2009-05-24T16:40:00.004+08:00

Everyone make wishes everywhere and to everything .

Everywhere, as in bedroom , botanical park , washroom , school , work etc .

Everything, as to imagination shooting stars , God , cuddly teddy bears etc .

But do wishes really come true ? Does it really exists that almost every
single person in this world would start mumbling wishes through their lips ,
hearts or minds ? It could be coincidence , could be luck ( if anyone believes in it ) .
Just because they thought/knew that they couldn't make anything that they
craved for happened in a short time, they wish hard without having a sense that making
wishes come true is like waiting for any trees to grow money on it . They
didn't have the initiative to walk the long path instead and achieve it by
themselves ( excluding the one that would stride instead, that one they won't
even reach their destination ever ) . If people would follow the long path without any vigorous action, they will intend realised that they are embracing themselves instead .
END .

2009-05-22T14:12:00.004+08:00

This whole week , subject teachers gave us the results for our exams .
3 paper passed & 3 paper failed . The papers which i failed was a few
marks away from the passing marks & there's a lot lot lot and a lot of
CARELESS mistakes ! So f***king frustrated with myself . Ergh !
The passing ones , sume pass case border line nye siak . Bleah !

Change the topic ah .

Today, a short day . Rachel didn't came, no hope girl . HAHA !
First 2 hours , as per normal proceeded to the AVA room to
continue with Malay lessons . Ngantok semacam sey .
Tapi with Eena, Wan, Hisyam, Mahirah hilang teros ngantok !
After the sian 2 hours , we went back to class . Chemistry was next.
Gile sey dapat 12/50 for Chemistry . Terkejot dok .
Kene buat corrections, lazy ah . Since Mukmin and Sholihin fly to our place,
talk talk ah ngn dorg termasok Shireen and Ler Chen . Best ah ehy !
Mukmin bag lawa sey . Shireen and Ler Chen , talk about gym stuffs .
Sholihin , share share story , pasal ape ape lah. Ade ke patut die bandingkan
marks Chemistry aku ngn marks die , yang stakat tinggi dari aku by 3
marks tapi tetap 1 digit untuk paper 2. At last same same fail ape . HAHA !
At last , Mrs Gan mengamok siak . Pekik mcm org giler , Menopause kod .
HAHA ! FUN ! END !

2009-05-18T13:25:00.003+08:00

First - On Saturday.
Since Mid-Year was officially over there's more time to go out :D
Went to the Jurong West Swimming Complex since the Jurong East one
was under construction, Ergh ! As usual i go with my whole family and
brother gf and my neighbour. I still can't go swimming with friends, mum
disallowed it, reason: I'm a girl. HAHA! So i went with my family.
It was great great fun. Jacuzzi made my body itch. As mum said that the
gushing water let the blood that were stuck and cannot be flow, can be flow
again, so when the blood flow, it itch the body. Had a hard time at the Jacuzzi
as i kept scratching my back all along. The lazy pool was actually boring
but with 3 of my playful brothers it turns fun. YESS. Done with swimming,
persuaded mom to go to Macdonalds, she agreed ! Upsized my meal and get
the Coca cola cup, PINK doks. Went to Giant, teenage is out ! Bought it happily
and David Archuleta is so damn HOT ! Argh !

Today.
Normal school day. Woke up & reach the school late. I can't sleep as i kept
thinking about the English Prelim Oral for today. Normal routine in the morning
with flag raising and temperature taking. Then all of the 'O' level malay pupils
were to proceed to the AVA to go through the Mid-Yr papers. Thought that i failed
but i didn't, still i consider it as fail as i pass stakat cukup cukup makan jer. Bleahh.
From today onwards, all of us are to assemble at the AVA for the first
2hours and to be at the computer lab at 12.15pm to 1.15pm !
As 'O' level is like estimately 11days from today onwards !!!!!!!!!!! Cepat ehy.
Then had the English Oral at 11.15pm . Frankly speaking, it was easy.
Stupid me for being to depressed over such matters. Mrs Gan was nice :D

END ♥

2009-05-15T23:42:00.006+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Abang aku !
Yeah, that's my brother.
He was like so damn happy when the
time tick at 12.oo am . Saying that it's a
legal age as he wishes to take car license.
Whatever , im jealous :p

So, i bought him a shoe bag earlier last week.
As the shoe bag was so so so limited,
i had to buy early. Its true that finding gifts
for guys is really hard. In the end after several
hours of wandering around a Shopping Centre,
i found this shoe bag. I decided to buy it as
since my mum bought him a soccer boot,
he didn't have a shoe bag. I bought two, one for him
and the other one, not for me but for my younger
brother as his birthday falls on 24th May.
Money spent on goooooood stuffs & purpose.

Had a small celebration. Mum bought a new type
of cake, a choco mint cake. It was extremly scrumptious!
I bought for my brother another small present.
Which is cheaper of course. HAHA.
We took alot of videos today. All link to the small celebration.

WE HAD FUN ♥

2009-05-14T16:46:00.002+08:00

It's hard to believe that
Mid-year examination is officially over!
But, it really did. A moment of relief.
( YESSS AHHHH! )
Yet, i feel a little bit depressed.
About the result. Ergh.
Few days of rest & English Oral Prelim
is next monday. & 1 June 2009 is
'O' level malay paper.
DAMN !

My blogskin :
Seemed so so so simple. Ergh.
I find it hard to find a blogskin that
suit my type. The blogskin now
is plain white, grey & pink.
Boring kan. I will change it soon.

2009-05-10T21:56:00.010+08:00

BOYS OVER/BEFORE FLOWERS.

Fantastic ! Finally i've finished watching this scrumptious show. & guess what, i really felt ecstatic about it. This show really emphasize on love, trust, promises, the rich & the commoner; literally showing how we should treat people who isn't any suitors to the rich. This show really show how devastating a life of a poor is & how they were treated. All along this show will bring you suspense, anger, sad, laughter & lastly a wide expansively smile. It was shown on KBS world. Actually, i left with the last episode & its showing tomorrow. BUT, i really felt agitated about it and watched the last episode on a website meant for Korean, Taiwan and Japanese shows. I felt relieved after Gu Junpyo regained 'part' of his memory & how Jihu accepted the result of being rejected by Geum Jandi & not to be an intimidate person and at last becoming a doctor. Also how Geum Jandi & Gu Junpyo end up as an item. How Jaegyeong accept that she can't force people to love her. & Yi Jeong probably back with Gaeul. & Wubin, as how he is all this while. LAST, how cute Gangsan is! Okay, you guys won't understand what im saying :D HAHA! Whatever. This show is going to be telecast in Singapore(JUST), when i had finished watching it. Slow ehy. Watch it as i know it will be a tremendous feeling. BUT, this show is only actually meant for people who rather be swayed by emotions, easy say, those who is sensitive. Those who despise this kind of show, then better not witnessed it. END. p/s, i just LOVE it.

ToGetHer.

& also i've finished this show. How great if i was a geek, and a superstar could fall for me. Like how Chen Momo was loved by this hot superstar known as MARS or Zhang Jun nan(oops if wrong spelling). LOL ! The story is so short, sweet and very very simple. It only last for 12 episode. Still, it moved me. YES.

2009-05-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

today.

There's no paper.
So, yesterday night i intend to sleep late at night
& taking an advantage of waking up pretty late today.
But it didn't succeed.

Reasons:
1. I didn't turn off my recurrence alarm.
2. & when it alarmed at 5.45am, i've forgotten to turn it off.
3. instead i snooze it instead. I continue sleeping.
4. It woke me again after 10mins, this time round i really turn it off.
5. Half an hour later, my maid woke me up
because, she forgotten what i had told her yesterday,
i had no paper therefore im not schooling.
6. In the end, i can't sleep back. So i played the comp.

What a letdown.

At 1.00pm, went to the library with Shireen Rihanna.
Expected: To finish off my revision on POA.
Unexpected: I didn't do it. I was tired & sleepy.
So, went wondering around JP. Again, my wishlist
increased. I saw this slippers selling at Surfers' Paradise.
Lawa sey! & it cost estimately $30. Seriously, im gonna buy it.

Headed home by walking with Shireen.
I was really flabbergasted when someone shouted my name.
I wasn't sure who was it. I ignore it.
But the someone kept shouting my name over again.
& it was a guy. I asked shireen to look behind.
It came from a bunch of guys.
I asked her about the appearance, she said the guy
really looked like my ex-godbrother. Alah!
Kalau tau, aku tengok belakang sey. Ergh!
Dah lame tak nmpk die doks. Rindu siak. HAHA!
This will be the consequences when you ignore.
Regret.

2009-05-07T23:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, went out with this pretty lady here. Eena!
Because she wanted to buy her desired slippers. & guess what, we both had the same taste, the both of us apparently bought the same slippers. HAHA! So, we went to queensway to get it. In the bus, we talk crap & laughed aloud as if the bus was ours. After an outrageous 45mins, we reached happily, yeah! HAHA! The time didn't even tick for 10mins and we were at the shop & so she bought it. After that we were BORED. Takkan nak balek kan, dah keluar pakai case betul nye nak keluar lame abey stakat shopping for less than 10mins. Pham2 je ehy. Jadi, went wondering around queensway eventhough we had gone there for umpteen times just to strike off the boredness. [Don't bother about my English]. All the sudden, Macdonald caught our eyes. We bought Mcflurry and eat all the way in. Again, we wasted time indulging on the ice-cream. I headed home, she continue her unfinished shopping/jalan2. FUN :D

2009-05-07T11:34:00.003+08:00

This is sophisticated SHINee.
I just love their dance okay. Ergh! Sarang hae!

2009-05-07T10:56:00.005+08:00

Hello.
Amazingly, this fragile year, change me. Not for the worst but for the better. Probably because i'm going through my devastating sec 4 life & also cause of 'N' level. I began mugging like never before. & every minute, every seconds are now very precious, more precious than those expensive jewellries. Once wasted, that's it. At least its only 'N' level this year, next year's 'O' level, i really don't know how i'm going to cope. & that's only IF i get into sec 5. The possibility is hard to say. Education!

This few days is exam days. Frankly it sucks. Ergh! Both the languages exam was really not what i had expected it to be. Humanities was really hard. & maths, get a hang on it. Next week, gonna be a extremly stressful week. Left with Science, Maths Paper 2 and POA. yikes.

2009-05-02T17:14:00.003+08:00

Witness my mark.

This marks were meant for my Mendaki Maths SA1.
Yessss, even tuition has Mid-year Examination.
& the encouragement words are from Mr Azmeer.
'Work harder pls.' Oh i will, you wait :D thanks anyway.
Frankly, the paper was actually easy. As per normal,
i didn't know/forget the formulae. So frustrationg!
Shireen passed for this test. HAHA! Gd job ah.

This few days, i really studied my maths.
& guess what. Maths was actually quite easy.
Im just plain lazy, i admit it. Ergh!
I really don't know what to study for POA.
POA teacher only said that we need to
study 20Chapters of POA which included
topics from Sec 3. She didn't even give us hints
on which topics that will come out & which one don't.
AGAIN, i have to put more loads in my
memory work. So frustrating, again!

BYE ♥

2009-05-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

See! My drawing, how fat & big the smile is. HAHA!

So, it was oral yesterday. I was actually bored during Malay lesson & since oral test was told at the last minute , i drew this on my left hand. Often, i draw my stupid idiotic pictures on a piece of paper/worksheet. But, yesterday my hand seemed so clean(haha!), so i make it dirty on purpose. Okay, back to my big fat smile, i was actually quite confident about the oral. & kept away my negative feelings. HAHA! In the end, it was difficult, well actually not, its just that i didn't know the facts/points. About 'Majlis yang sering masyarakat Melayu adakan'. I was like , OMG! I've been to some Majlis but about the purpose/tujuan of doing the Majlis, i'm totally stuck! Btw, i talk about Perkahwinan Orang Melayu. Yikes! I've never actually know what's the purpose of making a celebration so big. I talk shit & the teacher whom test me seems rather unhappy about my answers as she kept forcing me to talk more & give more facts. Ergh! Whatever. BTW, bought the Nike hotpink slippers. Happy Giler :D

2009-04-25T14:58:00.007+08:00

Rain aka Jeong Ji-hoon♥

I was really captivated by this gorgeous guy!
Get me?! An extremely good-looking guy!
Oh, what had gotten into me. I fell for this guy suddenly
when he had already debut 4-5 albums.
His voice was overwhelming, that's the main reason.
The gorgeous reason is just a part of the reason.

Never knew he was a Korean artist
WOW for this & BooHoo for me. I was so damn outdated !
Stupid me for not knowing a popular artist all this while.

Whatever it is ,
I JUST LOVE HIM ! ** Screams !
& HE'S SUPER HAWT.

This Introvert guy , Minho.
He's the greatest eventhough he's just a dancer
& a back-up singer in the newest Korean group, SHINEE.
I can't find any reason for adoring this hawtstuff guy.
Hmm, probably because he's tall & quiet among his group.
I prefer this type of artist. & Most important thing,
an artist that not much girls adore. Well, some will but
not many would, you see ^_^ It feels like i have him
all by myself without any Kacau daun-s. hah!
Last thing: I still love SHINEE :D

2009-04-24T23:55:00.007+08:00

I felt really awful today.

Reasons: I screwed up my Exams today. ( Ergh!)

It was supposed to be an anxious feeling for me.

But when the papers were held in my hands,
all of that anxiousness(if there's such a word)
suddenly turns into an intimidating feelings.

It sucks BIG TIME ! Till now, i can't get this feelings off !

I almost cried like hell, but it only welled up.
I don't wish to be a soft person, be braved that's it.
I feel like shouting out for help but who would be there?
As everyone were somehow struggling with it too.

I almost gave up on the 2 hour paper and
in fact i did for a few moments, well specifically for
45 minutes (this is for paper 1). Then, i know i could
do it. I wake myself up and brainstorm really hard.
Unfortunately, my efforts were drained. Still, the
little courage was still there, so i throw every ideas,
stupid basic knowledge and made it into short facts.

I rush everything as i had wasted 45mins of my time.
It turns out to be really really BAD. I HATE IT.
I got a feeling i would fail this time round.
Failing in Malay papers?! A question that feels
redundant to me. I talk malay & worst still im
one and yet i will fail for it.

While everyone felt relieved after the examinations,
I felt useless and wanted to snatch away those
papers and re-do it. But, what had been done can't be undone!
Let the feelings out by spending
time loitering around JP with Eena. Instead, all of
these awful feelings were the one loitering around
my head as i kept thinking about the matter
OVER & OVER again ! At night, i bought 1 whole
tub of Ice-cream and eat all way in. The feelings
ran off a little bit. & the last thing to do is
to let it out in my blog.

Thankyou for reading this 'letting out feelings' post.
& sorry for the troublesome of my complaining.
Good-Bye.

2009-04-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

How i wish i was an ambitious person. The truth, i can't, the strength of the power are too strong. I guess i am an intimidating person instead. I don't dare to speak up for myself. I kept myself in the dark when everything are so colourful. But, get this straight, im totally not those emo people that only believe in failures, sorry but no offence. How about this, i will throw away this daunt feeling and succeed in it instead. What an outrageous elaboration of myself. hah!

Ever imagine you were in a someone elses life ; feigning to be them. All because your life isn't what you want it to be and no consolation were made. Frankly, i had. At first, i doubted it cause i thought i was leading my 'OWN' way of life but instead i was actually following people precious steps. It was a big mistake without realisation.

'People do change.' That's the quote that kept going through my mind. Why & How. That's the question that kept going through my mind. Worst still, they intend to avoid you and assuming that you were a stranger that they just met & befriends with. Simple say, that really hurts. After all that had went through, this is how it was repaid. Saying hurtful words behind someone's back. Once the frustration released, everything will end up with the word regret.

I was captivated with alot alot of stuffs. This happened when i will go out. Anything that caught my eyes. And now, money matters. My savings are getting lesser this week. As, one day, went out, then paid teacher for the malay dictionary, spent for my brother's birthday gift. And, two of mine other brothers birthdays are coming on this May. BOTH! But, i guess it ok, as long as its a good purpose.

I'll end here. I will make my immensely dreams come true :D
Loves ♥

2009-04-10T22:55:00.010+08:00

Just now, had an outing with some of my classmates. We had planned this outing since Monday. Supposed to have around 9 people going but end up only 6 people go. Yet it was still as fun and kecorable as if there is really 9 people going. The 6 of us, basically, Me, Shireen, Rachel, Ler Chen, Wee Liang & Hisyam. Intended to watch a movie and we did. Before meeting them, headed to JP with Rachel to buy some food stuff to bring into the cinema theatre so that we won't waste alot of precious money on those outrageous delicous Nachos & Sweet Popcorns! Then, last minute Mukmin couldn't make it, so we set off early. We went to the vivo city cinema. AND guess what, the queue was extremely long, worst still the tickets of the movie we wanted to watch was selling fast for all 4 different slots. So we had to take the 2nd slots, and only the front sits were available for the whole of 6 of us. Without any other choice, we accepted it. Watched the movie 'Knowing'. I'll give a two thumbs up for the show. Its a pretty sweet sad story.

<- Funny thing happened to this girl : One scene, when the actress shocked the actor which is Nicholas Cage, the sound system was like so loud, i got a shocked. BUT at least i didn't shout, apparently Shireen was really shocked that she shouted very loud till the people surrounding us were laughing like hell. Similar to me & Rachel. It was really funny. Then, the last part was the most heart felt one. Rachel started to cry and also Shireen. I wanted to do so, but too bad, i wore the mascara therefore i hold back my tears. haha. Finished the movie, we spent some time walking around vivo city. Then, took the bus 30, and took pictures, talk crap. Reached home, chat with my sweetest Nadd & sent some pictures to Rachel. Okay, that's the end. More pictures coming ah. WAIT ah :D

2009-04-03T21:15:00.004+08:00

Hello there , my sweet bubbly sexy readers. Not much happened this few days of school. Let's say, its an exhausting type of week. Its already the 2nd term & the tiredness kept loading in over and over again despite the previous one still holding on my weak shoulders. You guys should know what i mean. Whenever i tried to ease myself down;relaxing , i just can't. BUT, studies was okay, getting a pretty hand of it. Its just the tiredness as i said earlier. Enough of elaborating ehy. So, just now. Spent my empty time with great mates, Shireen, Weiting, Fathiah & my sweet beautiful netballers. Anyway, CONGRATULATIONS 'c' division netballers on your achievement winning over Jwss. & Happy Birthday Renie, eventhough we aren't that close. We literally had fun.

I'll continue tomorrow. TY.

2009-03-22T08:14:00.004+08:00

Finally! I've finished my current blog skin. This march Holidays doesn't seem like a Holiday to me(name je holiday). I had to go back to school on the weekdays. Worst still, the timing are much much longer than normal schooling timing. First up on Monday, I had my Malay Mock Exam. I practically screwed up my paper1. It was damn difficult. & the question are mostly about advices?! WTH. The Expository is about reading books, narrative ones are about teachers and an advice that was given but it was not used by their children. So, i chose the last one. Fortunately i got my advices, its just that i don't know how to make it into a simple nice
story. The letter writing & dialog jgn cakap, same lah like the Compostion. Ape seh! BUT, paper2 was my lifeguard! haha. I consider it quite easy, & my pen just won't stop writing, which means, i prefer the paper2. Pray hard, hoping the 'O' level mother tounge this coming June are going to be this easy. Oh god! From Tuesday onwards I had some kind of POA enrichment. This thing can really tore my brain apart. It was difficult, well, quite. On the exam day on Friday, I think i've got the hang of it. Now, just waiting for our disket to be sent to UK. hoho. These last weekends of so call 'holiday', i need to finish up my piles of homework. BORING! But, what to do, 'N' level this year. Okay, end it here. I shall talk another day. Thankyou.

p/s: Fitriah, thankyou for the post. One day, i believe that we will be like you wished for again. Matter of time sweetie. Still, iloveyou people alot, including RachelSim&ShireenRihanna ♥

2009-03-18T15:09:00.006+08:00

When there's a heavy dust called 'sleep' come into your eyes,

instead of being rub off, it will just stay there till you close your eyes.

AND when that happens, you will find yourself in a world different from reality.

People call it a Dream BUT some would prefer to call it a Nightmare.

Dejavu, when you had a dream that you couldn't remember BUT

when you are doing a certain action, that dream suddenly came back and you went saying

' Eh wait! I had this dream before, its the same exact thing that i had dreamt before BUT how? ' Weird ehy. So does these means our life had already been arranged.

I find it kinda cool & quite fearful of it. What do you think of it?

If only i am a perfect someone, wouldn't life will be just very easy and mistake

wouldn't be made never ever ? BUT too bad, we are ought to believe in the quote

' In this world, No one is PERFECT '.

I SHALL CONTINUE ANOTHER DAY.

2009-03-13T18:21:00.006+08:00

This picture on the left, not in a good quality. Oh great. Forget it.

School nowdays sucks like a maniac. English teacher kept picking on me, better still the three of us. Its like so damn fcukingly irritating ok! We were supposed to do the introduction and let her check our individual work. BUT, what the hell, she checked on my format instead and make it a big fuss about it WITHOUT looking at my introduction?! Come on, i could edit the format, can't you just appreciate my work ?! I tell you, if only i could talk back, i will. I'm still unhappy about the day she threw my work! ERGH! Such an attitude ok. Physic test was being told last minute, that was like 2 days before the test?! I'm still not capable of the topic which she had just taught barely less than a week?! Unfairly, a class could take it after the March holidays?! Arghh! I guess i did badly for Physic test; almost everyone in class. Next , Malay, teacher didn't get to print for us the proverbs. She had asks us to do our own, find those proverbs for every level and let someone to collect it, give it to her and she print it. We had a hard time finding sec1's proverbs! She didn't have an intiative to help us while she knew that our MOCK EXAM was next week yet she pass all the work to us. Ergh! I guess i'm going to screw up my MALAY MOCK EXAM next monday. ARGHHHH ! Humanties was like a graveyard, even if you whisper without the teacher hearing you out, she will still pick on you. AND why must the three of us be picked all the time?! Worst still, they would have a bad impression on us . I had no problem for the other subjects. Seriously, no offence for the teachers. But i can't take it anymore. SCHOOL ?!

p/s : Grab with tenacious, and we will forsee the future together honey.

2009-03-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

Oh my oh my! The clock here in my room are killing me! The rate of its ticking and tocking speed are so damn slow?(!) I felt that i've been sitting here for half a day. Yet only 4hours had pass. Nevermind, i would just need to type this post pretty pretty slow ok.

I finally got almost all of the things that i desired strike of ; being desiring of clothings, shoes, earrings and all of that sort. yeah for me! Eventhough it takes away my pocket money, i still felt ecstatic about it. But for a certain moment i felt regretful, yikes! OK WAIT, i got what i wanted, so it satisfy me fully , right?! Okay, that's the spirit. I assume every girls are like me ehy.

People would reminisce about the past especially about whom they had love before ; boyfriends or girlfriends [ex]. Nothing wrong with that when you think about the happiness one, but once you think about the unhappiness one, the time you were dejected , it's a waste of time. The pain would stand back , overweighing your healed heart . So, get this straight ! you can reminisce about the past probably about your childhood or anything else , but never ever about half-finished love with your ex. I had enough of it, im just tired of the useless tears. NOW, im loaded with happiness ; freedom. To you, it might just be some kind of crap that you think wouldn't work, but then, you try and you judge it yourself. Its just my plain randomly opinion. True love exist ONCE.

p/s: Never ever have offensively remarks nor a patronizing act and you will lead your life with no hatred from anyone .

2009-03-08T14:50:00.008+08:00

Read it & understand, after every fullstop, means another thing ;

Gravitation are responsible for people falling in love. Never walk towards gaining your love, run for it before they fade. Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river. Love, like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. Hate leaves ugly scars, love leaves beautiful ones even though it hurts.Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart. Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever. Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it. Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy. People take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness, just because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost. Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. Relationships are like glass, sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Let your joy scream across the pain. To weep is to make less the depth of grief. Tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it. Tears are the silent language of grief.

2009-03-06T22:02:00.006+08:00

PS: Taken in the chalet.

Todays' class is so damn boring. Rachel, Peiling, Shireen were not in class today. So, were left alone in the corner. Rachel had fever , Peiling wo bu zhe tao, Shireen got her choir thing. Without them, reached school abit late today. From 6.40am to 7.10am slept in class with mp3 stuck in my ear. No assembly due to wet ground. First up POA class, ah, tell you i felt like sleeping, worst still i was like alone?! haha. English lesson, Chemistry lesson, Wee liang accompany me, sitting next to me. AND mukmin(: During recess, mukmin and me had brought breakfast from home therefore force mukmin to accompany me eat in class. Safwah and Mahirah joined in. AND yeah it was like fcuking funny. Mukmin, kau gile ok. Then had mother tounge lesson. Mampos, had to read a article that we chose from the newspaper and answered some question. Well, quite equal to having oral, except that instead of elaborating infront of teachers, we said it infront of the 9students in that very malay class. AND, i screwed it up. My reading wasn't clear, well i guess im too fast. AND answering question, yikes, i don't understand her question. Oh great. So, finished lesson, headed home and eventually mukmin was there, then rachel called and they both spout nonsense to each other, i be the third person saying what they say to each other. GD ah both of YOU! haha. Reached home, put down phone as i need to have my cooling bath. Hmm, tmrw doing maths assignment. So that's it. THANKYOU(:

2009-03-01T16:43:00.003+08:00

[Onew,Minho,Taemin,Jonhyun,Key]

They have overwhelming voice and dance move.
They rock!

2009-03-01T15:41:00.003+08:00

So, now i have a deep crush on Korean songs & shows.

Eventhough i don't know about Korean much, yet the
songs & shows simply inspires me. Don't ask why cause
i'm questioning on myself too. Enough about that. So,
i spent my Friday & Saturday at a Chalet organize by my
aunts. Had fun there. Spent one night and it was
overwhelming yet tiring. Had 4 free tickets to escape theme
park. So when there around 2plus after buying some food

from Ehub! ntuc. haha. My phobia was kinda cut off.

Phobia of heights. In the end i achieve it. Ride on the flipper

and it was merely 3rd story high. Viking was getting higher

since i ride it last time. anyway, i went with my cuzzen and

her friend and her friend cuzzen. understiooding? haha.

we had fcuking fun! oh wait, main motive for this chalet

was to celebrate my sweet anak sedare peh bdae. oh yes, im a

makcik. cool ape. She was a princess yesterday! Siap degan pink

gown, pink cute shoes, a flower clip and a sweet princess crown.
aww. That was around 6 plus i guess. I didnt get to take her pic.

But i'll snatch it from my cousins, somehow. haha. will upload it

soon ok! anyway, Mum is trying to match making me with

a guy. And the guy was my aunt friend's son. Oh yeah ,

thanks mum but i dont need that. Mum kept praising him for

being so handsome. Yeah he's ok. He's mum booked me for her son.
BOOKED?! advance peh. But, i hate arranged relationship.
Who knows my mum was joking about this match making
thinggy. oh, whatever. anyway, i had fun. Last thing,

rain went down heavily heh. Cant go back to the chalet as

we were buying ice cream. So, we stand at the chalet

guessing the teka teki. It was fun. Having laughters

under the rain. haha! chheeeeriiiooos!

2009-02-18T12:45:00.004+08:00

Being apprehensive of the

memories.
Eventhough it leads a painful
paths, in
the end happiness exist too.

There it lies the word happiness in Korean writings. In this world
everyone expect happiness to overweigh sadness and depressed.
No one prefered those negative emotions. As when it occurs,
some felt there's no use of continuing living eventhough there's
much to learn. So take happiness as your motto and sure to smile
as widely as possible. When everyone are covetous of something, they
wish hard to mightly god as hard as children wishes to fairies.
Yet its so conspicuous that some are not being achieved.
But yet some wishes could turned real. But, some are aghast
with the outcome of what they wished as what they wish for
was equivalent to a curse. Then they regretted it. So, for some
people had said, 'Be Careful for what you wish for'.
(:

2009-02-15T17:52:00.009+08:00

If only life would get rid

of the word betrayal, wouldn't it
be great? As we won't feel of being
stab right through the heart
and to endure the pain.

Not much time to Malay language 'o' level. It will start on 1stJune2009.
Still, Mdm Alinah said that my language are weak this year.
Oh well, time to buck up for this language thinggy.
Yesterday was sweet valentines' day. For me its bitter, oh too bad.
Anyway, Happy belated valentines' day to those who
celebrated it yesterday :) Went shopping alone, well my motive
was to buy a small gift for those whom gave me a
gift on Friday due to valentines' day the next day.
Since, they did, i should too. True? Today, woke up at 7am
went to accompany my brother as he has this soccer
trial at woodland's stadium. Oh, i went with my other family
members too. He wasn't selected due to his tiredness.
Then had breakfast, headed to my aunt house at Tampines
to fetch my little brother as he slept there for one night.
Spent there for 5hours and then headed home. Exhausted.
But, i can't sleep. My eyes are now wide open but my
body feels weak. Oh too bad. Read a quarter of my revision
vocabulary that i had just bought yesterday. Oh, to buck up
my English. Anyway, i got to go. Thanks for reading though.
I'll update asap. Meanwhile, take care arachi ? :)

2009-02-10T15:06:00.004+08:00

Sipping in my hot dark chocolate,
witnessing the night falls.
The full moon spread the light
covering over the darkness.

yesterday ; quite a tiring day. First day of the week. My eagerness drop way down to zero. Even when SocialStudies test were being given off, i got the highest one, instead of being happy and clapping like hell, i kept quiet and stay still with just a plain small smile. IM FCUKING TIRED. & Rachel, i got highest you call me dumb girl? good ah you. haha. Anyway, congrats for getting quite a high marks for maths. After school went to IMM just to write off the empty time me and shireen had before GM started. Went with my usual sweets, RachelSimYiTian and ShireenRihanna. Proceed to Popular after having lunch. AND my favourite taiwan aritiste album had been released! Which cost exactly $30.95 , hoho need to save money liaos. One auntie made Rachel mood go down for awhile. She queue ok auntie! Then want to say that she didnt queue. Stupid. Then followed Rachel to buy her new LG ice-cream phone. So cute sia! haha, pink somemore! Went GM after that. It took 2hrs++ for a meeting. Long & Cold ! gaah!!!! going to read the announcement to the school this thursday. Terrified! Okay, i've got alot of homework piling up infront of me. Will update soon. Thankyou & gdbye :D

2009-02-08T17:06:00.007+08:00

If life were being substitute by clocks.
How i wish i could grab those thin pins and
turn back in time where mistake were made.
Will you?

Mistakes were simply made several time. Wait, a lot of time! That's more like it. Everytime, after we did it, we then said that we regretted. But, before doing anything, ever thought what would the consequences be? Never. Therefore, life is equal to experiences. Once fall, never will you hope to fall again. But if you did fall again, your hopes will be pinned for the person whom catches you and make you stand back. And whoever the person may be, let it be a secret among you and your heart. It could be your special someone , it could be the one you adore and mostly, it could be a stranger. We will never know. So, would you rather not making a mistake ever again and think twice everytime or you preferred someone to hold you when you fall down and learnt from mistake from that someone? I wonder ehy. Time went quite fast this year. Too fast till i didnt realised that even half a day is over. Is the clock ticking fast. How about sitting right infront of a clock and observe the clock constantly to see if the clock make its way fast. Try. thankyou & gdbye.

2009-02-07T22:27:00.006+08:00

More of the pictures at Rachel . MEANWHILE, adore
these pictures above ehy. haha, kidding je ehy.
We went to Orchard, Clarke quay & Boat quay.
In total we took nearly 50 picture including when we took
some in the bus. Forget, WE - Rachel, Shireen & Me.
Meet up at 12pm just now & Shireen was late! haha.
But yet we dont blame her cause she got her religious class.
First stop heading to Orchard. In the MRT, saw a baby
being carried by the father was so cute! It was so damn
small lor. Almost everyone near there kept staring at
the baby. awww! okay, so we went to Wisma Atria.
Had lunch first at Macdonalds. Then went to find some
stuffs. Didnt get any. So, headed up to FAREAST plaza.
Rachel bought her shoes. Me & Shireen bought a belt.
Fortunately buying two belts will get 1 free. So the
free belt went to Rachel hands. haha. Doesnt matter anyway.
Bored already, we headed to Clarke quay to do some
camwhoring. yeah! Had fun oi ! Rachel then bought
her cube earrings, it was so damn adorable lor!
Then she bought some stuff at Mini Toons. Incredibly,
all of the stuffs she blanja were exactly $15.90!
Cool ehy. Went to boat quay to lepak. Rachel did
like how ishaq voice when he make people paiseh.
It went like 'aiiieek'. Okay only the three of us will understand.
Then went back home taking the bus. Took 147 to Clementi.
The auntie sitting infront of us were irratated with
our laughters and kept staring behind. Walao, your child
still sleeping lor, as if we laugh so loudly. Attitude only.
Shireen sings. I sing. Rachel, stare and wash eyes only!
haha. Then reached Clementi, took 99 home. I guess that's
the end. Pictures coming soon ok! before i end,
got 1st place for physic! shocked yet satisfied.
& Rachel , Fahmi , Ishaq CONGRATULATIONS!
Shireen, you CAN do better! i sure one. haha !
p/s. i love RachelSimYiTian & ShireenRihanna !

2009-01-30T20:03:00.002+08:00

Plenty of work has been done throughout this three days of school.
get to that later, hmm so before the school start what happened?
Due to a fantastico of orders from mum friends and mine,
during Chinese new year helped mom to make the Pineapple tarts.
That was on Friday and Saturday. Then on Sunday, went out with
my lovable family. First up, went to buy my new phone :D
Then mum decided to go geylang. So, we just follow her flow. Went
home early that day. Had a GIGANTIC rest after that. So, Monday?
Went to East Coast with family again:D Tuesday, was . . .
Homework day! So, Wednesday went back to school as per normal.
Shireen lost her voice! Oh well that was in the morning but after recess
she had her voice back. Incredible ehy. Thursday, after
school straight away went to Vivo with my Rachel and Shireen. To find
mum's birthday present. Got it and guess what i spent $14
on only Candy Empire Chocolates for her birthday. Terlebihan lah pulak.
We had really great fun! We took 97 to Jurong East then took 99 from there.
We go one whole round which took us estimated arnd 45mins.
Best giler! And girls, i love you sia. Dont think i very mushy ar, its the fact!
Just now shortest day! Went home straight away as Rachel had Girlguide
and Shireen went to find Weiting. Had a good sleep straight
after reaching home. After 3hours of sleep, wake up had slight fever.
Oh best nyer! Haishh. Dont want to absent myself on monday. A big
NO-NO for me. gahh! So, continue other time. thankyou(:

2009-01-24T12:07:00.003+08:00

Test all over the place!
Eng, we had done multi types of test loh. Still Ms Maslinda had not
given us our marks nor our nice done work, well sort of.
Maths, having test on the o5febo9. Err, kinda stuck with this one ah.
Its getting complicated nw and will still continue
soon enough ah. Mrs Neo teach best. But depends on my brain lah!
Physic, hoho exam right after chinese newyr seh.
Mrs Ng took back our workbooks, ah how to study ?! Nak harapkan
textbook stakat ade die peh equation je. Stuck !
Chemistry, test on the 04febo9. Getting a little hang on this subject.
So, i guess no problem? Depends on me je ehy.
SocialStudies, had test dah left only for my result. Terrrrriiified!
It was a shocking test! As we were told on that very day.
POA, gahhh! Shockingly i passsssssssssss !
Got 20/25. Okaylah, not bad. But if MsFong go through about
the General Expense im sure i get full marks.
But too bad ah. History and Mother Tongue have not test.
YESTERDAY turn ! What happened ?!
Eng lesson, Ms Maslinda asked us to go through our friend's
report writing homework. Eventhough Rachel,
Shireen and me sort of do it at the same time before school start,
we didnt read among selves work. So, when we
were given an oppurtunity to read friends report writing,
freankly we threee, didnt understand each other
work much lah sey. Shireen wrote some sort of funny stuffs till
we burst into laughters! Eg: The woman was wearing
jewellries around her neck, body, and hear. Nvr knew
hearing could actually wear jewellries. haahaaa!
gt one more, but i cant remember, when i got her paper i'll
post it. Rachel one, was quite ok yet
a little bit not understanding. Both of them said mine,
were the most complicated. hoho. But
only me myself could understand what i wrote ehy. Hope
Ms Maslinda will understand what i wrote.

Labels:School.

2009-01-16T22:22:00.005+08:00

School, better i guess. Studies, getting the hang of it, somehow or what. This few days, my eyes felt fcukingly heavy. I had enough sleep! Well at least the maximum was 8hours. Ade eyebags lah sey, Peiling tegor. gaahhhhhhhh! Too bad lah ehy. Kate semangat blaja peh psl. Maths was really really tough. Makin lame makin siak. Ape leh buat lah eh. Nasib siol. Just now oh Just now. Came to school early to finish off my Maths, Physic homework. Yet i cant. So, first lesson, Mrs Neo lesson Maths! She go through almost all the question. Frankly, when she go through i would never expect that the answer was so damn easy. ah! Mrs Neo told that we would have Remedial lesson starting nextweek in every oddweek. I was in Mr chia group. Erm, the new HOD. hoho. Ok, after that had Poa lesson, no problem! haha. Eng, cher nvr come. Jadi bobal kosong ngn Fahmi since die tibe2 melayang duduk pat blakang kite. Sambil tu buat lah physic kan. Pinjam 2 buku org untuk 'refer' skali ans semua laen2 sak. Ape lagi , buat sendiri lagi baek. Betol tak. yeahh. Recess, jumpe Shahir. JANGAN cubit pipi aku lah sey, sakit tao. Intend to pinch his, dier elak. Baek. Naek class, History plak. gahh! Boring sey. Ngantok giler. After school finish, went to macdonald with Rachel,Peiling,Eena. We talk shit oh yea! haha. Nice one. IM DONE! :D

2009-01-11T17:32:00.004+08:00

Stealing some time from my revise work time. Come on, i need a time off
after doing those outrageous maths question! Talking about maths, i spent
almost the whole day doing my maths and at the same time revising it too.
Now at algebraic expanding and factorisation, simplyfying to single fraction
in lowest terms. gahh! Its damn tough, yet i tried and i did it all. Maths oh
Maths! This year GCE'N'level, maths are included not like last year, only need
to past English and 2 best subject. This year, 5 subject- English,Maths, Science
and 2 best subject. Oh mak kau! While doing, msg ishaq. Kiter ade hope! haha.
With atrisha also which literally ask me out for movies! gahh, i wish i could
go out but i really cant. Eventhough mum allowed me to go, yet her nagging
would kept driving through my ears. So, better not to go out rather than get
one ear spoiled or better two ears. My bag sucks. Yeah i know it really doesnt
link to studies, and who cares about bags. But mine were torn off due to my
heavy books! Great, i need to use the old bag and saving up money to buy
that kappa bag! haha. Perserverance lah ehy! STUDIES . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

2009-01-10T18:16:00.002+08:00

Finally the book i was enthu in reading had its end, simply saying
i finish reading the long exaggerated book which cost $10.65 to be exact.
Its a sweeeeeet love story all around PARIS, oh yes. Nothing
more is beautiful than PARIS. So school ?! It sucks. To be specific,
only the tiredness sucks, i cant say that the subject i studied sucks.
Cause i need to learn to adapt to it due to my
GCE 'N' Level this year. The tiredness is equal to be working
in the office with full piles of files and paper infront
of you. I really need to be consistent in everything i do.
To be able to make my own schedule for my studies.
Need to buck up lah kan!

Just now! Went to find a new bag for myself&rachel!
Finally we found our bag lah sey. Which shockingly cost $72.90 .
But with a 15% discount, estimated the net price would be
arnd $67.90. Get a grip, its kappa okay! haha. Found
it at BugisJunction. gahhhh must but ! Next week
intend to buy , or probably buy it next month. Money
matters now! Went to starbucks to have the
Chocolate-whippedcream-chocolatesyrup drink. It was
fabulous lah ehy!

2009-01-04T01:15:00.004+08:00

Me, was being wanted to update my poor dusty blog.
So, here i am, here it goes. you guys would seriously,
obviously realized that school already started. Im still
in my luxurious holiday mood ever! But too bad, the
day came soon enough. So, get ready everything the
day before school reopens. First day of school, ok lah kan.

Let me tell you.
My hair was fcuking a disaster on the very first day of school!
In a way, i felt that my hair was just being blown by the
breeze. Not a big deal? yeah i got it. The day before 1Jan,
was force to have an early night by mom which i really
really cant do it. So, tried my best to keep my eyes shut
at arnd 10. All the sudden i got a msg referring to the
timing i was ought to arrived in school to do some councillor
stuff. gahh! Late at night then i got noticed. In the end i
cant sleep. The television kept me company from that point
of time till arnd 1am in the morning. Eventhough my
room was so striking in pinkish colour, at night it felt just
so dull and grr boring! Sick of it i took out my current
addiction book! Yeah, dont be shock, im into being a
bookworm. fyi, i bought 2 thick books for $10.65 each.
The books was all about girls life. The book i was reading,
titled : The Art Of French Kissing. Oh, its all about PARIS.
sweeeeeet! Okay, moved on. I went to my two of my
brothers room to check out if they had fallen asleep.
They didnt, so i spent my whole night time at their room.
All the three of us cant sleep due to our normal sleeping
routine during holidays where we would sleep at 4am
and wake up the next afternoon. So, the fact, i didnt sleep!

The next day.
My eyes felt very heavy and eyebags were formed.
I almost dragged my feet all day long but i didnt.
We wasted our time in class for almost 2hr 30min.
After that we went to the hall for some talk about
the LAs. We spent in the hall for almost 2hrs! Great.
Leg crams. Due to my none sleep, i felt really really
tired that moment. With the teachers talks its like
them telling a bedtime stories. Eventually i slept
for a moment. As i was sleeping i kept waking up
cause my head where i was trying to hold on with
my hands kept shifted to the right and almost fell.
erm, you guys get what i mean right? ok. Rachel
slept too! Oh, then funny thing happen, yet not
telling. haha. I guess thats the end. Thankyou.

2008-12-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

hey bby readers!

TIME FLIES FAST! very ................ FAST !
while people went arnd enjoying the breeze from overseas,
im nott. Stuck in this pretty house! yes. BUT ,
instead i enjoy it frankly. Having few shows on the tv
makes my eyes glued to the tv all the time. AND
having my calender full loaded with the schedule of
the tv shows. It has been a long time since i
concentrate on the television this much. REALLY
have to substitute my free time for these shows.
I cant resist it. TOO BAD. and cartoon are my part time
comedians in life. and now im WAITING for my
sweet RACHEL to come back here in Singapore. She went
TAIWAN ! arghh. JEALOUS! haha. okay whuttever.
MISS her like hell. Wait! I miss everyone in
class, yes. Okay stop it, im getting too sentimental.
Rightt. I'll move on next time. THANKYOU.

2008-11-23T20:41:00.003+08:00

hey.
Seems tht Singaporeans do give their concern abt the elections
happening at America. Where they sacrifices their faces without
any ashamed, they went wondering all around Orchard holding
few boards and giving out flyers. Nevermind, i dont wish to go
on a little further. haha. Forget abt it. Christmas, coming soon!
Even though i didnt intend to celebrate Christmas yet the
decorations appearing at Orchard makes me change my intentions.
I cant celebrate it , no matter what ! haha. Whuttever. So move
on, i went to fareast to find my camera back. Cause im buying one
camera soon. Oh, how happy i am! you bet. BUT! mum says study
come first. yes, so it will be a little longer for me to buy one.
PATIENCE ! yawww! I climb over at Mount Faber Park and feels
the fresh air from above. Where we stand 71.82m high up from
sea level. The breeze was cooling. I guess, i'll continue another time.
THANKYOU!

The moments we had(:

2008-11-19T23:00:00.003+08:00

The SMILE we shed has yet to be known.

Therefore , we fulfilled it with this precious moments.

I LOVE THIS FREAKING SEXY GIRLS!

Camp .

2008-11-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

oh hello(:

phrase:
Aku tidak mudah dicintai . Ini lah kata kata yang
tetap akan dipendam dalam hati yang suci ini .

Okay move on , had Student Councillor November Camp
yesterday & today . It was a great fun yet incidents would
always occur . We were divided into 6 groups & yeah ,
Justice League RAWKS! From there , we bonded pretty
well . Mass dance was overwhelming , love it love it love it!
We miss the SENIORS , got to meet them and they are
still the fun bunch ! haha . Finally our special messages to
the Seniors was shown . Suppose to be during investiture
but theres sudden incidents . How happy the sec threes are !
END.

to be continued . .

What's with the gazing ?

2008-11-14T20:45:00.013+08:00

So , how i am today? Still having those yucky runningnose.

And alot alot of shocking sneezes! I guess i deserve it though.

you know , i hardly get sick , so when today came , its the worst!

I had to go to the imm alone! The bestest pathetic day ever!

I needed to buy some boxes for my memories stuff you know.

Everyone were in a busy state. So whutt lah eh .

So, bought my boxes & few weird guys

kept gazing all arnd imm. Not at me! There were gazing up ,

down , right , left , back . I assume that they have very deep

thoughts laying at their mind . They looked too stress , actions

speak louder than words . True ? They were like having a gazing

moment at night . But , hello! Its 2 in the afternoon. Its better

to shop alone. I'll end here. THANKYOU!

p/s. FIKKI PEH ADVICE! non-copyrighted.

keep thinking about good moments cause , when you do ,

you will know that these moments will always hold your

hands tightly , guiding you to climb over those bad

moments and letting these good moments overweigh the

bad ones. BELIEVE(:

Happiness & burden.

2008-11-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

There's only two way to feel in any happiness.

In love :
You will feel the happiness when you get the
thing tht you ever wanted in your love life tht
is someone you ever craved for , your love!
The other one is when you passes this lively
happiness to the others who needs it somehow.

In friendships :
You will feel the happiness when you get to
know tht there is someone whom willingly to
share your happiness and to still make you
happy whenever you stumble down the road.
The other one is to payback the happiness to
your friend and to make them having the
knowledge tht you feel the same way as them.

If you willingly to move on with burden , you
may so , and will succeed until the very end!

So gather your thoughts and asking me this ques,
' what in the world is she talking abt' ? true? haha.
Well, i've watch this korean shows tht is pretty
meaningful whenever they started their nice literature.
you know these korean & also taiwanese shows
would link their talks with some literature. The one
tht i type earlier, and make you ask the question.
The literature went like this , ' everyone is somehow
holding 3 to 4 sandbags tieing to their leg walking
at the hot desert. So, with adding one more sandbag,
i know tht the burden will be tough , but if you
believe in yourself, you might having cutting of the
tied sandbags tht you carried along.' So , the moral
is , if you are tough and strong enough , you will
know you will succeed in no time! oh, get it ? haha.

OKAY , i'll end here. & people be strong! yeahh.
THANKYOU.

Heart Beating .

2008-11-11T20:41:00.005+08:00

Any idea why some young couples whom enjoyed

huge fun went to ride on the rollercoaster for

their first date when there is actually nice

restaurant or maybe just a peaceful park ?

Well , the answer is simple. Whenever you ride

a rollercoaster , your heart beats drastically fast.

So , when the couples ride it side by side , the

feelings somehow came arnd with the fast heart

beating. You know first date makes your precious

heart beat fast , so the easiest way to feel the

feelings towards each other is by this ride. true?

I need more air to breathe. I would neglect any

disturbance that tried to encountered. Im getting

it, im making my life better. I will one day bloom

just like the roses tht started to bloom whenever

sun came shining bright light to witnessed the

nuturing. I have one chance to live in this world !

Dreaming is the precious thing tht makes people

smile, cry or even being terrified while having their

glowing eyes close shut. How i wish every dreams

tht are going through our mind especially the sweets

one would just come true. Eventhough they said

some dreams came true , naming it dejavu. I believe

in tht. But how about the sweet moments? I hadnt

experience any sweet dejavu. Matter of time i guess?

I'll end here. Thankyou.

Rachel Sim Yi Tian .

2008-11-11T00:00:00.003+08:00

RACHEL , my craziest yet bestest girlfriends!

Something gots into my mind , unfortunetely
i dont know what. Too bad, yeah i know.
The long chats with my craziest plus bestest
mate has yet to be notice , so i called rachel up
aft she messages me telling tht she just woke
up! And it was arnd 2pm. I wasnt shocked
cause me myself woke up 1hr before her. lol.
I tease her of being lazy. And her herself
tease me back saying tht i am not much different
cause it was only an hour ago. Oh whuttever
lah rachel. lol ! We both horr lazy and we are
proud of it somehow. haha! At tht point of time
both of us hadnt bathe. haha. We called up to
1hr and a half. Talking craps always. So whutt.
I missed her frankly. haha. At night , i had to
plead my heart not to watch the show fitriah
lent me , a korean show , a love show fyi. Why?
Cause i ought to watch a taiwan show at
channel u! Title of the show: Corners with love.
Aww, the show is meanigful okay. haha. And
since i enjoyed dancing , i watched the dance
show at channel u again. Okay end , tired :D

kissing you goodbye.

2008-11-09T23:37:00.003+08:00

The song here , the one you're listening to ,
somehow or what are related to my love life
which just ended arnd 2 months ago. yeahh.
Every girls just would weep out their tears
whenever the stupid relationship ended
drastically. argh! get a grip girls! Dont brood
over spilled milk. If he's really meant to go,
then just let go. Never ever be reluctant to finish
the last grip of their sweaty palms. Just let go!
Frankly i had move on , without even letting
any drop of my tear flew out. He aint the only
guy tht i really crave for. Sounding out his matter
just wanna make me puke on him even more!
So whuttever. Girls wishes on love as simple
as the fairytales of sweet princesses. Where
wishes are grant with just a stick of wand, wearing
big fat beautiful gowns for marriages. Also having
the nature to witnessed their love , like the story
of Snow White where animals , huge trees ,
colourful flowers and just the smell of sweet forest.
Maybe having a pair of glass slippers and when
it fits well , the princess is the one he was looking for.
Or just a prince saying sweet sincere words to
wound the broken heart and to let the princess
know tht she is safe and will be protected no
matter what happens. aww! Okay, my imagination
went to far perhaps. So whutt. I have to move on
next time, its late at night now. So bye&thankyou.

2008-11-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

Time were spent in a pretty good way lately.
With this 'precious time', the holidays , we
ought to make it in a memorable moments.
yeah, my talking make sense , finally. Kan kwn2
aku leh talk sense ah. Okay whuttever. haha.
Come on, its everyone wish to have a nice life
rather than ending it in a disastrous way.
So, had an wonderful jogs just now despite the
tiredness. haha. The jrgwest stadium was the
place where we jogged. It was 9am though, so
the weather was hot&humid. bleahhh! Jogged
with aini and fitriah whom stop half way. haha.
So, went 1 round of walking and 2 round of jogging!
yeahh! Breakfast was next! Ainie suggested a
pretty delicious new sauce lah sey at Macdonald.
Mixing Curry Sauce , Mayonnise , Chilli & Pepper .
Fuuh! Frankly even though its a stupid thing to do,
the sauce was nice , try it !!!! haha . okay whuttever.
In the afternoon , another excercising routine , we
went swimming! haha , it was great fun! Cause it
has been 2 years since i dipped my body in , no! even
my toe in. yeahh! haha. So whuttever . END ! THANKS!

2008-11-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

True enough , at 2am yesterday , no! this morning. ahh.
i still cant sleep and my eyes were as wide as the moon
shining its bright light. Literature lah kejap ehy. Somehow
or what there's kind of a load of craps that's leaning onto
my mind at tht point of time refraning me to have my
beauty sleep. So, just get over it ok fikah! Riggghhhhttt .
Had an event just now. Heard or saw abt the event called
BREATH? yea , the flyers went arnd and poster pasted.
It was funn , even the games. Wait ?! Games are supposed
to be fun ehy. haha. whutteverr. But the most great fun
was to be with Azlin again. Since she became the President
of Student Councillor, we rarely had time with her. AND
just now we let it all out! haha. Hmm, chat with Shahiran
just now. He assume tht people dont care for him at all.
Cause he thinks tht people wont care abit for him , what
happens to him , etc. So , i had to talk things out with him.
Well, its not tht we dont want to care abt him, but true enuf,
its kinda a busybody to know everything abt that person.
Yet i cant convince him with a little chat like this, i know.
okay, get a grip ! Im out! thanks.

what do you think?

2008-11-05T14:20:00.007+08:00

Talking big.
Nowdays, people kept saying tht life is pretty unfair including
myself. But then i just realised tht i was wrong, so as the people
tht think their life sucks big time. Hey, come on get over it abt
committing stupidd suicide tht only bring big sins to yourself.
Think straight, if life is really unfair just because failure occurs
whenever you dont wish it to happen, well think again. Its only
your thinking that makes it unfair but you hadnt know the motive
behind it. Ever heard abt people saying 'learning from
mistake' ? ahyes thats the motive frankly. If you hadnt make
any mistake then how do you ever learn, true? So, to make it
fair, life has to be like this, facing stupid failure so tht you can
learn better. get it. ahyes. So, be strong on the consequences
behbeyy. haha. Okay enough about it. Well, love can be find
anywhere if you have the mind of finding your true true love.
Anyone would want a love story just like in the fairytale,
Cinderella , Snow White , and others related to the princess
and prince. In the end having a HappyEnding and ending it
with 'They live happily ever after'. Or just having a handsome
prince infront of them and having a fairy godmother to grant
your big big wishes. Who wouldnt want that, true? So make
your love life just like this fairytale. you will know that you will
find a light throughout the lonesome dark you went through
and will be glad . haha. I'll end here. THANKS.

today oh.

2008-11-04T22:58:00.003+08:00

how bout today.
guess what, i woke up knwing tht im alone at home
again! yeah, gonna get use to it. Straight away
grabbing my towel, i went into the shower room.
Oh, my hair was oily due to the oil my mum put
on for me yesterday. Mum recommend this oil,
in order for my hair to grow thicker cause currently,
well since a kid my hair was very thin eventhough
it grows long. Okay, enough abt it. Then, i stick my
butt onto the computer chair and yeah, i went playing
the comp. My intentions to browse people's blog. AND
then i found Faekah's blog. Okay , her blog has my pic
on it. I was shocked yet happy. haha , thanks for tht.
Aft tht, i went watching a stupid ghost vcd tht my younger
brother ask me to watch with. Okay whuteverr.
Then, finally i had a msg aft two straight day of non-msg.
Its from Shiqin, again we gossip alot alot. haha. It was fun.
I pleaded my mum to ask my brother to buy a packet
of chocolates for me. It has been a long time since i had
delicious chocolates tao. My favourite tv show was on,
title:BONG. haha. its a funny show. So blablablablabla.
Nw, i had a small conflict with my stupid 3rd brotherr.
He's such an ass ok. So whut, he thinks he's big enuf.
At last he's a loserr, always! Okay, i'll end here. Update sooon!

whuddup.

2008-11-03T16:12:00.006+08:00

today oh today.
before today , yesterday , amirul went msging and
telling me a news tht wasnt a shocking for me ,
tht one of my guy friend had a new girlfriend . What
shocked amirul is that, all this while, my guy friend
here hadnt told us that he actually like this girl.
and then amirul came to know in the end , she was with him.
not a really shocking news for me as you know ppl
say love is blind, they can fall in love with anyone
even you always doubt it that they wont. haha.
guess it right , another random boring day. Purposely
woke up late today , all i know tht i was alone at home.
My farmost greatest brothers went to their various
schools, mum&dad went to work, my maid went to the
market. So whut eh. and i forgotten that i need to meet
shireen and pass her a form. yikes! It seems tht i need
to submit tht form on my own. I really hate it when we
actually needed to give just a form to the school and
ought to wear a school u. Cant we just went it w/o tht.
ahh,ok so whuteverr. I did everything tht i need to do
aft waking up from the beauty sleep. and then i went taking
few lame pics, yet it turns out nice. haa. AND now im stuck
infront of this comp posting another random story abt
my life. ahhh. Login to msn, and a shitta guy started
chatting asking who i am, whutever shit tht these people
would ask aft longtime no chat. Asking about availibilty
of a relationship was a popular question among these
people , true?! So thr whuteverr. Talking abt this , tht
day i got a msg from my past guy friend , telling me tht
a guy wants to know me better. Whut?! I have no time
for this all craps. They would start their normal routine.
So, get over it ok! With this only topic, there's alot of link
for it. haha. argh! no plan still. I wish i could go out cycling
right now, yet its raining. GREAT! I wanna play in the rain,
what is the use heh. Okay, whuteverr. I guess its the end.
I've got nothing more to type abt. So,gdbye&thanks :D

holidays?!

2008-11-02T16:56:00.005+08:00

To be frank, this 2 months of school holidays is getting

plain bored ! Mom had no intentions of going overseas

due to our expired passports . Oh great . Im stuck

in this home whenever i had no plan . ayeeeeee !

The normal thing that girls do , shopping , no use either .

First reason , all my wantings are completed and the

Second reason , my wallet are now meant for butterflies

to flown off , yeah im out of money . haha . BUT to

substitute with that , instead i went to play some

funfun place . Like the other day at Jurong Lake Park ,

the playground is all i have . you might think that

im some kind of a small kid , but to me im totally not .

Someday , teenagers like me ought to have fun and i

did . I dont care what other mouths are mumbling

about my actions , for what , and so what . true ?

Then , i went to the East Coast Park with Rachel .

Spent my whole afternoon riding the bike with Rachel .

Another fun stuff . Come on , once in a while you should

let the wind touches your smooth skin , pushes your

hair to the back , just feeling the freedom . haha . AND

next stop , Rachel planned on going to West Coast

Park on this coming Thursday . Can't wait for it &

gonna let the funout ! This is the time to know who

you really are and to be the real you . araso . SO , Come

On People , HAVE FUN , Be A Kid , Dont Care About

Others , You Are You , No One Can Change

That For Sure , BEEE THE FULLEST YOUUU NOWW !

FIKKI SUPPORTS YOU FROM BEHIND PUNYERRR !

celebrations are sweets.

2008-10-29T21:17:00.005+08:00

Just now , we celebrated my precious friend's birthday , Shahiran . haha , he just turned 15 ehy . It was a small celebration though at JurongLakePark . We had fun there , and without any obstacles , we played like we were really some bunch of small kids . The happy moments was to meet up with Rachel , i miss her like hell . And yeah , her hair extension cost over 100dollars . She's nuts , but still beautiful as ever . You know , i cant get over Gackt song recently . His voice and the rythm of the song just makes me feel good . Till i can feel his saddness going through me . Now , im getting this sort of sentimental type . haha . What to do , too nice to resist . Thanks to Shahiran i get to know Gackt . The sweetestive melodious guy ever : Stereotype . haha . My nails ! Oh , its getting longer , on purpose . I guess with this school holidays , we can get all funky whenever we can . Full of freedom . haha . Oh great . I guess i will end here . Update soon .

im sick of it.

2008-10-27T21:25:00.006+08:00

One left , few came .
Yet im still not ready for new love . DAH SERIK .
I've just watch a telemovie , showing how love is found .
The quote that i've learnt from the show really makes sense .
' Don't you ever be thirst for love , let the love be thirst for you ' .
It simply means tht , you dont need to find love tht you
wish for , let tht someone come for you and show you the love .
Ain't it sweeet ? Recently , someone confesses his love towards
me . I need time to consider . you know , im not ready for
new love just yet . I promised myself to love within 18 and
above . I simply put tht precious love away and pleading for
forgiveness cause i can't go on accepting his love . He's too good
for me . I'm still strong and not being weaken over this .
Looking at the brightside , there's alot of things awaits us
other than love . Move on , about the tiff between girlfriends .
Rachel is still mine , no one can take her away araso .
Sabirah , you're strong , let time make the decisions araso .
For me , its better if i stick to one , Rachel .
I've planned alot for next year . Studies is the first priority
heh . So , im going for a registration for maths and english
classes next year . Mum introduce me a job at alexandra , so im
going to have a job . oh yes . Still , i need time to consider
though . haha . Its just a planned .

i get it , life is fair actually.

2008-10-17T23:20:00.004+08:00

Annyong ha shimnikka .

Araso , life is getting tougher everytime im trying to suceed it with bravery . With untrust friendship going along , stupid sweet old memories riding in my mind back , EOY examination result pulling my confidence and mood down . Is this really what human are made for ? Trying to adjust own life by ownself and admitting whenever failure occurs ? Can't life be pretty fair ?! There's no use asking this unanswered questions but the tolerance all this while just makes more of this ridiculous question appearing at my mind . Friendships , huh too difficult to control i guess . People intend to change the attitude everytime they succeed in gaining happiness and forgeting their close ones . Old memories ? I don't know why but it seems that the memories came in suddenly . Its too far difficult for me . Examination , a huge disapointment okay . I was totally lost at words when i stretch out my hands , approaching to the papers that was held , letting the paper lean onto my hands , and make a small glance on the marks . Its hard for me to accept the fact of the failures . ergh . LIFE ! Im strong , very strong . I tried to hold back the tears , refraning it from flowing yet i failed . Its a huge burden that i was ought to carry by my shoulders . I guess i should go on with the ups and downs of life and getting use it more often . Eventhough its the toughest ever succeeded . I need help , I need an individual to willingly spent her/his time hearing out my situation and try to cheer me up , to make me be me again .

Kamsahamnida .

Ended.

2008-10-11T13:32:00.011+08:00

Here i am again !

Finally the stressful week has just ended . Brain cracking wont

be existing until next year . EOY ended drastically . It seems

quite fast going through 3weeks of exams . Oh yes . AND now ,

i could just relax and reminicse alot of stuffs . Had a nice outing

yesterday with the JPRs . They were a bunch of great guys ok !

Eventhough it seems fun , the tiredness and sweats are occuring

at the same time . Which also equals to the alot of houses we

went to ! The whole journey yesterday was kinda of a excersicing

journey ok . We went to every houses walking execpt for Lulu

house at cck . They were altogether 18 individuals yesterday . 6

girls and others were the JPRs . My high heels was a total

disturbance that could even leads me to walk barefooted , in the

end i didnt . HARYATI DID ! ah yes . haha ! TOTALLY FUNN ~

2008-10-08T18:25:00.008+08:00

OLA !
I had my dreams set up high you know. My single life,

getting better! Guys are currently out of my mind .

Eventhough few came by . I guess im just sick with fake

promises , love and smiles . Come on , career first ok . Im

not weak being melt upon hearing fake old shita sweet talks

(guys are good at it!) . IM STRONG ! No offence , but i guess

there's still nice guys out there . Yeah !
So , i had few plans for RAYA already since examination is coming
to an end , oh yes! [ SMILING , Eyebrows up and down oi ] .
PLANS: ~~This Friday ,10 Oct 2008 , outing with JPR and WG .~~
~~Monday , 13 Oct 2008 , outing with Sabirah , 3T1 girls and guys .~~
~~Saturday , 18 Oct 2008 , outing with Netballers .~~

~~Monday , 20 Oct 2008 , outing with Netballers again .~~

Thursday , postphone, outing with Councillors .
Still in doubts . Looking at the bright side ,
there's still a bunch of pillows holding on to my
SMILES AND BEAUTIFUL HOPES
just waiting for me to stretch out my arms and grab it
back, keeping it and hugging it tight over again !
haha, just saying this in terms of my happiness !
I kept wondering , in life should an individual really have
a bestfriend that you can really turn to when you breakdown.
What is actually the name bestfriend meant ? Got the answer ,
tell okay. Im still slow in a way or two . I also heard people
say ' she/he is my bestfriend' , yet the she/he backstab.
Should we call that a betrayer , enemy or bestfriend ?
Stupid huh . Throwing this stupid thoughts out heh .
Since i had a small tiff with my old sweet bestfriend . hoho .
END !

2008-10-03T16:35:00.019+08:00

Quote : Page after page proves the power of love & the resiliency of life.

Quote : Love the sinners , hate the sins. (Specially from alvina)

2008-09-30T15:19:00.009+08:00

Throwing my thoughts out now~
Recently i had few nightcalls from amirul. Oh great, we talk alot, alot!
I need a friend to talk to okay. He's there for me BUT
he's just a friend , nothing more ah.
He played few songs from the guitar. AND, yeah he's teaching me to play
'fall for you' song. GREAT?! ah yes i know. hehe.
you know what , eoy was a disastrous ! Eventhough the main subject
should be the easiest one to score, for a sec3 paper, i doubt it at all.
It gets tougher everytime you climb up a year higher. Eng & Mly,
it was damn tough. Miss priya set up both Paper1 and Paper2 for English.
She said , 'Paper1 was quite of a bloodsucking, note that'.
Therefore for the letter writing, it was tough but Compo was easy.
Then she said, 'Paper2 is more of the bloodsucking, be ready'. ahyes,
she really meant what she said! Paper2 closepassage was like hell.
Summary worst , you know i suck at this part !
Malay paper was a cluster paper instead. for this it became worser.
Paper2 was the most toughest one. I wish i could take the
'n' level stream. Yet i was qualified to take the 'o'lvl one instead,
easy to say im sitting for the same paper the express are taking.
1more week to the end of EOY ! Pretty nervous right now.
tmrw, HARI RAYA ! ooh, so not ready for the event. too stress with EOY
till i dont intend to find the excitement for this special occassion.
haha. got my room tidied up for the past two hours.

HATE IT!

2008-09-27T17:36:00.005+08:00

People persuaded me to post my blog again .
Now i've been planning for my freedom in a pretty good way. Ohyes. Since i had already receive and conquered my freedom back. I should treat it in a good manner ok. Who doesnt want freedom, true enough ? The guy that i've gotten rid of, he's gone for good. You know, since we end our relationship, alot of quarrelism has occur. Thinking back, why should we quarrel if we really had ended our relationship. There's nothing between us anymore, why bother about each other. True? haha. As if when i failed a relationship, i cant move on. I can, in terms of time. Young relationship, get experience first, then we will never failed again. I kept asking why in the world i had tolerated with his nonsense eh. It kept going thru my mind now and then . I should start spreading SMILES that are kept with dust. NOW , my SMILES are true enuf for people to adore. haha.

I've got over it! BEST!

2008-09-21T13:24:00.005+08:00

Its the end of colourful dreams , lovely smiles , happy moments with him, he has witted like a rose and letting the petals flew off , SO WHAT ?! i dont care. Now i know that all this while he brings me dreadful hardships for my love. He brings me happiness only for certain occasion and certain moments. So , i wont regret the ended relationship. I didnt cry , i am strong. Who needs to cry for a guy that doesnt deserve love and taking a girl for granted. True enuf , i was a stupid fool. Frankly , i guess i've watched too much of Taiwan and Korean love shows. Which leads me to believing that my love could ended up like all the shows. Their love was at first a dreadfulness yet ended up with happiness. Mine , was dreadfulness ended up with dreadfulness. Therefore , i could not put high hopes on love and guys aft watching those shows. I love , LOVE. Yet i guess its not the right time yet to fall in love aft all. So , now new FIKKI is reborn. haha. I should believe in myself more and to move on with life with my friends. Never to care about love even a bit till im fully grown up , make it a promise. I LOVE MYSELF ! too obsessed. So , i should just continue watching the Taiwan and Korean shows eventhough they are having the SMILES. hey wait , i am HAPPY NOW ! haha. No more dreadful hardships , no more wasting expensive tears , more FREEDOM ! yeah , that is what i really need for now. FIKKI ROCK !

2008-09-12T21:00:00.009+08:00

I had few conversation on msn with shahiran .
Although he didnt experience love just yet ,
he still could understand love better than us .
He has this speciality that almost everyone hard to have .
He believe in himself more than anything else .
' Kagum dengan hasilnya ' , thats the quote i got to say .
Read it , and feel .

SKEK[Shahiran]ARIN says:
Hm...Love,the most beautiful gift ever.In order to love,there must be commitment.But sometimes,its hard to keep commiting to oneself and people will start to lose the feeling.But they must learn that love is like a rose.They are beautiful,but it never last as they soon die.But the warmth of the beautiful memories still remain in our heart.We should then yearn to get back this feeling instead of letting go. Love is what makes us human.With love,we can feel.When we can feel,we can care and appreciate life.When life is appreciated,a more bigger and beautiful flower will bloom in our hearts. Permanently, we will love.If there is hate,its just another form of love.Use hate to love.By making oneself angry,it motivates you to do better and love more.Sadness,sorrow...everything,They are love. Therefore,we should cherish love.For it is our blissful gift.

2008-05-16T23:30:00.010+08:00

Defination of love:

Love does not make two souls to feel the hatred.

It does not get angry easily. All it need to show are true commitments.

Love exist alot of patience. Love hate to be quarrelling, to be in tears.

Never make that heart feels the sharp razer.

Never let the eyes of love to be welled up because of bitter moments.

Hold on to the love tight & never let it slip away from each other hands.

Sweet moments of joys&smiles are to be kept as deeply as possible.

Never make the decisions of love by mind, yet make it by your heart&mind.

Feel uneasy, talk things out. Love needs to be reveal never to kept as a secret.

Therefore, with that true love may reveal sooner.

Fikki sets the defination of love.

Try it to believe it.

Truckloadslove.

2008-04-20T00:45:00.010+08:00

Quote - little sweet stuff meets hawthawtstuff.

Understand me.

2008-02-24T17:02:00.004+08:00

I was at the edge of breaking down,
how hopelessly i beg for my life to end.
Never let your back face me, all it leads
that i have been forgotten by you.
I tried to be perfect but it was useless
and i doubt that i can do much better.
And finally i admit im getting what im deserve.

Therefore, i turned on the radio out loud
so that no one hears im screaming in pain.
I thought that i was out of place , no one
there to outstretched their arms to reach
out for me giving me comfort and love.
Then i tried to make a sound but i wasnt heard
my voice echoed in a distance.

Everywhere big fake smiles, big fake lies.
You left me cold and out of breath.
My heart was blistered by the heat im feeling.
Tried to stop my expensive tears from flowing
though its tough. Without letting it out i'll still
feel the burden i shud face with. Its already
hard for me to carry all of this all along.

Love, do understand me.